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Getting Ready For Fall ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ‚๐ŸŽƒ

Iโ€™ve been a little quiet recently I know. Sorry about that! Been getting the house looking a little nicer, and decorated, working on commissions, working on my books, and yes, still dealing with my depression too. Itโ€™s still a heavy weight on my shoulders. I am doing the best I can. I hope you are all doing well, too. Anyway this was my lunch today, a cucumber and cream cheese sandwich ๐Ÿฅช ๐Ÿฅ’

I allowed myself to game a little today. Maplenut kept me company:

And so did Kotoko! This is a bad photo, but Kotoko is heavy and she wasnโ€™t letting me move really or even breathe!

Then it was time for a snacc:

Something to look forward this weekend –baking seasonal cookies!

Iโ€™m going to a Littles meet on Sunday, and trying to stay busy and cheerful. Hope you all have a wonderful Friday! ๐ŸŽƒ

Little Wrap-Up Of The Day ๐Ÿ˜ด

Last night I slept with Janie. I hadnโ€™t slept with a stuffie in some time, generally I fear ruining them in some way. But I thought Janie has been stored except for Christmas at her old home got many years now so I wanted her to be snuggled like a proper teddy. ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ’•

Here’s a little snack I had today ๐Ÿ‘ป ๐Ÿฅ“

I love these socks that bought this afternoon at Five Below. I changed into them before going out this evening.

Mmm, gummiesโ€ฆ you want some? Theyโ€™re cola flavored ๐Ÿฅค MoonPie is happy to share! ๐ŸŒˆ Got these at Five Below also.

In addition to socks, I found suspenders today. I never had any before. I had a chance to wear them since after my walk I was such an utter mess so I had to change to go out to dinner with Christopher.

Tomorrow we are having a morning out together, garage saling and brunch. I am so excited about it because itโ€™s been such a long time! ๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒˆ

Outing With Chips Ahoy ๐Ÿผ๐ŸŒˆ

I wasn’t doing well at all mental health wise today, so I decided to try to go out for a while to the park. Just take myself in hand and at least make an effort to feel better. I started by prepping a “Little” outfit:

As some of you might notice, this is actually Chips Ahoy 2.0. During my vast purge, the original Chips Ahoy was rehomed. But I was very, very fond of the name that was originally suggested by Flen. I promised myself I would call my next panda that. Anyway here he is with my TamagotchiOn and ready for Funky Sock Friday. ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒˆ

So I actually ended up going round this entire massive park in 100ยฐ heat with no water because the exit I was going to at the other end of the park was closed so I had to find the main entrance again. I think I came fairly close to heat stroke but hey! I made it out safely, and got some nice photos.ย 

I found a more secluded spot to take a couple photos of myself, but at this point I was already dying lol ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’ฆ

I found two playgrounds but no swings! Hmph. But I was able to get some cute pictures of Chips Ahoy. Thankfully heโ€™s very fuzzy otherwise his bum would have burned. Everything was hot enough to fry eggs! ๐Ÿ”ฅ

I found a more secluded spot to take a couple photos of myself, but at this point I was already dying lol ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’ฆ

I will tell you itโ€™s a lot harder to think of fun selfie captions when youโ€™re depressed. Like. Hereโ€™s my face. Iโ€™m smiling. I donโ€™t really feel like it, but there it is, because Iโ€™m not gonna take a sad emo selfie. Lol. Well, Iโ€™m not magically feeling better but at least I made an effort to go out and Iโ€™m proud of myself for that. I am also very very sweaty. Oh god. So sweaty.

And here we are! Listening to music and drawing and having a pumpkin spice Frappuccino and a feta and spinach pretzel. ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿฅจ

When I get tired Iโ€™ll head home and hop in the shower. Do I feel better? I don’t know. Maybe? I’m sweaty and tired, I guess that’s a distraction at least.

I Can’t Always Be Happy, But I’m Trying ๐ŸŒžโœŒ

Madeline says, good morning! ๐ŸŒž

I woke up around 6am today when Christopher went downstairs for painkillers for his headache. He felt bad for waking me up but I was very glad (not about his headache lol) because I have wanted to be up earlier for some time, so I can go out and cheer up a little.

To be honest Iโ€™ve been feeling a little lonesome and depressed. ๐Ÿ˜ž I want to invite friends over but the house is really dirtyโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve made a decision to have a cleaning service because with commissions, 4 cats, and 3 rats, and how massive this house is (2400 square feet 2 story with a million stupid trinkets) itโ€™s absolutely discouraging. ๐Ÿ˜ฉ It can take me 2-3 days to clean it and I have to stop from sheer exhaustion. I donโ€™t even get it fully up to scratch. So Iโ€™d rather draw for 2 days and pay someone else to come do it. ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ

Yesterday I finished paying Christopher off for Megaplex expenses so now Iโ€™m saving the money for the cleaning. Then I can invite friends over without being embarrassed. Ah, that good olโ€™ Latin woman guilt about the houseโ€ฆ! ๐Ÿ˜… Itโ€™s also what kept me from hiring someone all this time. Iโ€™m supposed to be good at this right?? Thatโ€™s some sort of self-racism right thereโ€ฆ but these stereotypes are hard to shake off. I canโ€™t cook, either. Lol.

Because today I got up so early, the rats were still active and excited. It was nice to see them so perky. I watched the sunrise from my windowโ€ฆ now itโ€™s time to start my day.

Soon after I got ready to head out to Dollar Tree ๐ŸŒณ and do some grocery shopping. This is hands down my favorite pair of overalls currently!

You couldn’t see my socks but they are decently cute too:

Also, I love this bracelet so freaking much!! myrcurystoybox gave it to me at Megaplex last August. Itโ€™s one of my favorites!

While out and about, I noticed Spirit Halloween is getting ready to open! ๐ŸŽƒ ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ•ธ๐Ÿ•ท๐Ÿฆ‡ I can hardly wait.

My local Publix had an ecstatic Cookie Monster piรฑata surrounded by cookies for their BOGO deal of the week! ๐Ÿช It was pretty funny.

Iโ€™ve been trying my best to stay cheerful and work really hard.๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿงธ

I thought I got the cats a seasonal toy, but itโ€™s a condor, not a turkey. ๐Ÿฆƒ Itโ€™s pretty funny looking, though:

Post shopping snack. โ˜•๏ธ ๐Ÿช My mood has been all over the placeโ€ฆ Already said it, but, I canโ€™t wait to have the house cleaned so I can decorate and then invite some friends over. I think that will do me good.

Tomoyo kept me company. To call Tomoyo a handful would be the understatement of the year. But I still love her very much.

In other news, Jane, as her original owner had named, arrived today. I tweaked that name slightly โ€”for me, sheโ€™ll be Janie. She seemed to have a slightly smell, maybe cigarettes I donโ€™t know, thankfully it was SUPER faint but Iโ€™m very sensitive to those, so I febreezed her and left her in the hot Florida sun a few hours. Good as new!

I had the shirt and bow and made the necklace, her owner sent me the little pinafore. I think Janie looks very happy in her new home!

She looks very much like a koala to me ๐Ÿจ So thatโ€™s what I think her as being.

A Happy Tuesday ๐Ÿ€๐ŸŒˆโœจ

This is gonna be one of those “whole day/updated as I go” posts… which are always a bit strange, so bear with me as I update it. ๐Ÿ˜

For starters, Dorito wants to wish you a happy morning! ๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒˆ Took this pic during his morning cuddles earlier:

The storm is growing in size but has diminished in strength. Still no sign of it here. Maybe tonight? It seems we have been spared, I am infinitely grateful for this, but it is terrible what it has done to the Bahamas. Here we even have a normal mail day and schools reopen tomorrow. I might even be able to coax Christopher to take me out a while.

Iโ€™ve been taking painkillers every few hours, my cramps are bad… but Iโ€™m gonna try my best, today too, to have a good day. 

It’s noon. Iโ€™m really happy! Christopher took me to Target and JoAnns and Mod Pizza and after lunch he said I can get a pumpkin spice latte! Iโ€™ve cheered up a lot! ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿฆ‡๐Ÿ•ธ๐Ÿ•ท๐Ÿ‚

After lunch we went to JoAnn. They were having a sale of 70% off their blizzard fleece. This is a big deal for me, I needed new fleece for the rats REALLY badly, the girls just shred it to pieces.

I use the fleece over and over since itโ€™s their bedding (I wash it). So I got literally $100 worth of good quality fleece for $29!! I still need to cut it to fit the cage, but yeah. Good stuff. Always check the coupons, folks!! This was a single day deal with the app coupon. Iโ€™m very pleased.

I also got some fall things to decorate the studio and library!! Iโ€™m gonna decorate this week!

Stuff is from Joann and Target. I just love this time of year SO FREAKING MUCH!! Even though nothing much changes here, at least I can go crazy with my decorating, and that makes me happy.

Home again. Tres Leches is enjoying the first pumpkin spice latte of the season with me! ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ’•

Here’s something that came in today!

I canโ€™t recommend muninahandmadeโ€™s Tamagotchi covers highly enough!!! ๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŽ€ WOW!! Just so lovely and well made and thereโ€™s even a slit on top so you can still use a charm if you want to. It looks great!

Dinner for tonight ๐ŸŽƒ I ate a lot earlier so I wasn’t very hungry.

And that’s it! It really was a fun day.

An All-Around Bummer Of A Day ๐ŸŒง๏ธ

Hey everyone. Iโ€™m sorry for being so quiet today. ๐Ÿ˜“ Things are ok hurricane-wise. The winds are supposed to start in about an hour and last throughout the night. Iโ€™m still in the library with the window openโ€ฆ itโ€™s really calm. ๐Ÿ˜ถ

But PMS is hitting me as hard as it did last month. ๐Ÿ˜ฃ Iโ€™m in a horrible, HORRIBLE mood which is a real contrast to my usual. You see all the happy posts almost every day and most of the time Iโ€™m pretty happy, but my PMS can put me in a โ€œI hate my life/body/everything/drawing isnโ€™t fun/reading or gaming isnโ€™t fun/anything I eat makes me feel guilty/wish I could sleep this away but Iโ€™m not sleepyโ€ moodโ€ฆ andโ€ฆ it sucks. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ I feel almost violently angry so I stay by myself so my poor husband isnโ€™t forced to deal with me since there is nothing he can do that will cheer me up.

I tried cafรฉ con leche and cookies and I hated myself for eating them. But time with the ratties and reading Little Lulu made me feel marginally better. Anyway sorry for such a long whiny post. Itโ€™s just one of those daysโ€ฆ ๐ŸŒง๏ธ